Wednesday, 30 December 2015

FINALLY (long time no see)

hahaaa, actually i want put some photos..
but fail TT
(ps: just now in IMU typing halfway, now going to continue ^^)

today so happy, so special.......
morning not feeling well, then when i get into car,
babe had prepared 1 hot milo to me..
its very warm <3

then we ate spicy panmee
then go IMU pay the shit fees =(
sad just skip ...........

went back his home..
then i gave him the souvenir i prepared for him and his sis <3
yeahhh he is happy ^^

then a special afternoon..
"A&L" the first time ......
its weird but feeling different?
1996 tight tight.. hope you really treasure everything and FOREVER with me ...

then we go to carefour for lunch and see the sport fair..

yeahhh i brought a bag ^^ =)
ohyaaa.. so sad.. i told a secret to my boy =(
haizzz no surprise liao lo TT
have to plan again for ur birthday TT
but im willing to do it =)

then we go to buy ice-cream =P


and we brought a pair of necklace <3 "A"


tonite bball with babe's friends ^^
after dinner.. game start <3

babe so handsome wowwwww <3
lengzai niaaaaaaaaaaa
venue: IMU xD


around 10 something pm.. 
then babe and his friend- Ah Thung sent me back TT
0103 and 1515 =(


a very happy day ^^ hope have another chance to play together

(ps: finally finish this post, its happen on 28th Dec)
and until today 30th Dec only finish ....
and today not a happy night.....
thats why.. i have no mood to finish it .....

1996 tight tight..

Saturday, 26 December 2015

2015's Christmas ...

今年本来是一个不一样的圣诞节
因为今年是我19年以来,
第一次有男朋友的圣诞节

但,妈妈却book了我去日本
后来你说你家人也book了你去AUS

其实那时很落寞
因为不能一起庆祝。。

后来我想到一个很浪漫的东西
就是我在日本买你的圣诞礼物
你在AUS买我的圣诞礼物
当我们回国的时候交换~
当然,平安夜我们就skype着倒数

这plan就这样半年有多
也到了,发生了

很多东西真的不是自己想象的完美
真的很讨厌自己为何总爱想象来伤害自己

事实很大变化
我们不但没去过任何shopping central看decoration,拍照

而且重点,你没去到AUS,因为你有考试和很多Assignment
平安夜那晚,不但skype不到,连想晚上一起whatsApp也不行
最伤心的是,病了
真的很辛苦... 很0145...
而在很够力suffer的晚上,
你陪你朋友enjoy

我明白你们很久没gathering
我一切都体谅,谅解
可是.... 我真的很0145.. 很无助

我叫你enjoy还是什么
坦白说,有时真的只是气话
好想你能用另一个角度去看我的内容
可是没想到都是反效果
果然是个傻瓜
叫你时时刻刻,还是想我时找我又不见你那么听话呵呵

知道我们的第一次圣诞节一定没什么特别
甚至是伤心

我却跑去想象,你会不会来机场给我surprise?
想想想,流泪了~
因为投入了,到1996 那part...
因为我这几天真的很suffer,很辛苦
睡不到,却很累很累
一直要呕,却很难呕出来
真的很0145... 很需要1996......

到了msia,开电话,我以为你会着急为什么我的机那么迟landing
迟了整30mins....
其实那30mins,很害怕的
下很大很大雨,飞机下不到
里面时不时还发出很奇怪的声音
飞机飞上飞下又一直摇动
很像过山车那感觉,心脏突然放空的感觉
我还记得有一下机的灯突然灭

后来听你说,bro们还在...
我就懂我想多了
你不可能来机场了

后来,我又想
难道你要想我生日那样?
给我surprise?然后像[第一次]那样,
有假的雪? hahaa

后来又听你说,你电话没电
等下和他们这里那里
我又懂我想多了~

最后想象,难道你做了东西给我?
I means video or photo?
然后等下post?
圣诞节过了,我又想多了~

其实这几天很sad
尤其是24,25...........
我从小到大期待的日子
不要误会,不要生气
我没有怪你

只是纯粹想写今天的故事
我们的第一次圣诞节......

ps:幸好你刚call来,有了点warm,很多更sad的心情也没打了
1996 tight tight

our 1st Christmas ..... END