FINALLY (long time no see)

hahaaa, actually i want put some photos..
but fail TT
(ps: just now in IMU typing halfway, now going to continue ^^)

today so happy, so special.......

morning not feeling well, then when i get into car,
babe had prepared 1 hot milo to me..
its very warm <3

then we ate spicy panmee
then go IMU pay the shit fees =(
sad just skip ...........

went back his home..
then i gave him the souvenir i prepared for him and his sis <3
yeahhh he is happy ^^

then a special afternoon..
"A&L" the first time ......
its weird but feeling different?
1996 tight tight.. hope you really treasure everything and FOREVER with me ...

then we go to carefour for lunch and see the sport fair..

yeahhh i brought a bag ^^ =)

ohyaaa.. so sad.. i told a secret to my boy =(

haizzz no surprise liao lo TT

have to plan again for ur birthday TT

but im willing to do it =)

then we go to buy ice-cream =P

and we brought a pair of necklace <3 "A"

tonite bball with babe's friends ^^

after dinner.. game start <3

babe so handsome wowwwww <3

lengzai niaaaaaaaaaaa

venue: IMU xD

around 10 something pm.. 

then babe and his friend- Ah Thung sent me back TT

0103 and 1515 =(

a very happy day ^^ hope have another chance to play together

(ps: finally finish this post, its happen on 28th Dec)

and until today 30th Dec only finish ....

and today not a happy night.....

thats why.. i have no mood to finish it .....

1996 tight tight..

2015's Christmas ...

今年本来是一个不一样的圣诞节
因为今年是我19年以来，
第一次有男朋友的圣诞节

但，妈妈却book了我去日本
后来你说你家人也book了你去AUS

其实那时很落寞
因为不能一起庆祝。。

后来我想到一个很浪漫的东西
就是我在日本买你的圣诞礼物
你在AUS买我的圣诞礼物
当我们回国的时候交换~
当然，平安夜我们就skype着倒数

这plan就这样半年有多
也到了，发生了

很多东西真的不是自己想象的完美
真的很讨厌自己为何总爱想象来伤害自己

事实很大变化
我们不但没去过任何shopping central看decoration，拍照

而且重点，你没去到AUS，因为你有考试和很多Assignment
平安夜那晚，不但skype不到，连想晚上一起whatsApp也不行
最伤心的是，病了
真的很辛苦... 很0145...
而在很够力suffer的晚上，
你陪你朋友enjoy

我明白你们很久没gathering
我一切都体谅，谅解
可是.... 我真的很0145.. 很无助

我叫你enjoy还是什么
坦白说，有时真的只是气话
好想你能用另一个角度去看我的内容
可是没想到都是反效果
果然是个傻瓜
叫你时时刻刻，还是想我时找我又不见你那么听话呵呵

知道我们的第一次圣诞节一定没什么特别
甚至是伤心

我却跑去想象，你会不会来机场给我surprise？
想想想，流泪了~
因为投入了，到1996 那part...
因为我这几天真的很suffer，很辛苦
睡不到，却很累很累
一直要呕，却很难呕出来
真的很0145... 很需要1996......

到了msia，开电话，我以为你会着急为什么我的机那么迟landing
迟了整30mins....
其实那30mins，很害怕的
下很大很大雨，飞机下不到
里面时不时还发出很奇怪的声音
飞机飞上飞下又一直摇动
很像过山车那感觉，心脏突然放空的感觉
我还记得有一下机的灯突然灭

后来听你说，bro们还在...
我就懂我想多了
你不可能来机场了

后来，我又想
难道你要想我生日那样？
给我surprise？然后像[第一次]那样，
有假的雪？ hahaa

后来又听你说，你电话没电
等下和他们这里那里
我又懂我想多了~

最后想象，难道你做了东西给我？
I means video or photo？
然后等下post？
圣诞节过了，我又想多了~

其实这几天很sad
尤其是24，25...........
我从小到大期待的日子
不要误会，不要生气
我没有怪你

只是纯粹想写今天的故事
我们的第一次圣诞节......

ps：幸好你刚call来，有了点warm，很多更sad的心情也没打了
1996 tight tight

our 1st Christmas ..... END

#stress

i feel that..
nowadays.. we are feeling stressful...

i realized that university life is not that free.. relax and freedom

suddenly miss the time on dec'2014 ^^
we are so free... so hea heheeee
over liao hahaaaa ><
but its a sweet life .. sweet memory ^^

remember we play paper scissor rock through facebook?
and remember you record ur play piano look..?
and i record my sing song look?

besides that, we still have UCSI memories><
a lot and a lot...
im still very confuse this ...
当初是什么让你那么有毅力从lrt走来UCSI?
又是什么让你那么有毅力让你从leisuremall走回家？
im really appreciate it... really....
every moment........

sometime i will suddenly feel regret that i change school..
hehee XD
dunno if i no change school.. what will happen?
is it possitive or negative?

wowww.. we really had a lot of memories ...
by the time... something had changed....
because we have to fight for future...
isnt?

just hope that all the promises we are still proving..
just hope that we can stay healthy until our life end..
love you you ....

we will have a bright future ^^
imagine it ? >< did you? ^^
1996 tight tight  <3

everything will be fine .. =)
dun worry Nana...... i will be ur rainbow ^^
i will always be with you  <3

sometime we 0145 each other..
just meet up and 1996 and tell what you want to tell...
( i just around you =* )
ok? can you promise me that again?
our 1st rule <3

babe Nana... 1996+ love you...
we should... no!! is MUST
we MUST 2 in 1...
im here with you =) 1996 tight tight ..... ^^

________________panda yan

ninth... 9th__________

a memory we had... another memory we had..

when group all memories we had..

become an uncountable memories we had <3

remember the video that i had addicted?

the video which i shared to you ? =)

i really love this video so much...

and i hope it will happen on us ^^

we knew how were us look when we get old..

because of the snapchat... XD

really hope when my hair turn to white..

my teeth are dropping?

or other thing happen in future...

the one who still holding my hand tightly ..

is YOU... ^^

the one who still make a lot of joke to make my laugh..

is YOU... <3

the one who cook for me.. take care of me..

is YOU... <3

and so on...........

just hope we will FOREVER ^^

that all you said.. you had promised...

you still can repeat again and again to me in future..

i means when we get old .... 

and you still remember ^^

tomorrow is our ninth month happiness ^^

and we plan to swim^^

hope everything will be fine 

and happiness.........

love u u NANA <3

1996 tight tight.............

even sometime i get mad on you..

(you know i know) hahaaaa

i means i want you to do something, but u noob...

so noob ahhh babe Nana... XD

im sry too babe... ill accept about that....

as i had promised you before...

however sometime i get mad...

then after only feel uncomfortable...

1996........... tight tight...

*blank suddenly* hahaaa><

actually only 1 sentence is important..

i means is the point...

"i love you babe.. ill trust on you! we will forever <3"

 muakssssssssssssssssssssss =*

___________________panda yan

10/30/15

     Not a happy day at night. Dada the first time cap my phone. Really really sad, i am shocked and stunned at that moment. Angry and sad. I know you are not happy too. your happy event become a fk event. And you want to say out to me. 
     
     U said you want to 坦白, but you know what, i am just 坦白, u say out ur situation, i teach you to change it to make this not happened again. that is why i always say out my opinion when you 诉苦. and that is y i always silent, cause you don like to heard my teach and i just want to 让一步. just want you say out all then done. maybe you think that i silent cause dulan, don want say anything, but if i said, would u hear? it will become a argument in major time. 
    
      Ya i know now. you will say is all ur wrong. but do you know what is ur wrong? u donno. cause is our both wrong. we didnt hear about each other. we always think that our decision are right.坦白，吵架；diam diam, 中diao. hehe. we didnt really hold back for once, i mean listen. 
     
      who donno you want eat supper after this event, who donno you didnot eat because of this event? i know that dada, i know. so today i didnt call you to eat diiner, cause i neither, but preparing to fetch you supper together. thats what i was planing. 

      is alright, just hope that everything will be fine, relax. i will try everything for you. donno what you think wat now, but it all just passed^.^ we still need to continue our life, our future.That is y we are still together. Cause we are born for us.

Love you forever<3

Letter for lover

Dada,

No matter what, we still are in ONE

We are forever together

Although we are chasing our dream, you wont feel that you are walk alone, Nana always here with you^.^

Move on together, move towards our destination, move until we dead =)

sometimes something bad happened in our relationship

sometimes we will have some argument

or sometimes maybe both of we are upset or angry to each other

but it does not mean that we still not love each other, right?

we have these emotion because care

we have these emotion because hope

we have these emotion because LOVE

Love you forever<3

0103

有时候会觉得，明明很靠近~
但感觉却好远.........................

time flyyyyyyyy

ya.. feeling that everything had changed a lot

honestly.. i really miss those moments that..

 you are still the angel..

remember? and those moments which i mean..

ermmmmm

hard to say out 1 by 1 actually..

what i can understand is that time we are still in holiday mood

but now.. we are chasing our dream

and fighting for our future =)

but i just want to say that

i really really really miss all those moment

as i know..

time is keep going

and it will not come back

it just keep going and go and go...

and those memories.

are always in our mind..

isnt?

we had a lot of arguments these days...

and its feel hurt...

sometime.. just hope we can 1996 

and it will be better

luckily.. touch wood..

we havent give up to each other =)

and it wont be .. isnt?

hope that..

we really FOREVER

and keep sweet 

without more time in argument

although everything had changed a lot..

a lot of memories cant replay anymore

or you are lazy to do something that you did it so much in past

all i want to say that

is i love you =)

as you always say it ..

we are FOREVER.. rite?

PROVE IT.. <3

___________panda yan

life..

today is my 1st day

i means in IMU

and the 2nd day staying in hostel..

the experience is so fresh for me..

and its really hard and not comfortable life actually..

ermmm just talk about some feeling of today..

thats why i ask you to wait for me 15 mins heheee

i want to say that.. today when the senior introduce the skul

i hope that we can same university..

but what i know.. is IMPOSSIBLE for us..

like UCSI before..

how the life will be when we same skul

thats why i always say about our TJ life..

if we can know each other earlier..  

back to the point

the introduce skul part..

keep imagining about that..

ok lah.. 1996..

we will live together and cant leave from each other?

0103..

these few days.. thx babe...

love you forever...

my future husband...........=)

_____________panda yan

surprise =)

babe so busy on his assignments these few days =(

well.. 1996 him and what can I do ?

only can cheer him up and motivate him to do the best ^^

plan to give him this surprise few days ago XD

and now ..... FINALLY ^^

_____________LOVE____________

DINNER NIGHT <3

15-8-2015 Sat =)

babe so noob and funny hahahahaa

bcaz he wears the shirt like waiter heheeee ><

and he keep blaming to me ..

caz i help him choose it ..

(not my fault ..ok?) XD

after dinner.. we go for supper..

taste gallery ><

(and im blogging at here right now .. taste galley heheee)

back to that day.. 

i want to say that finally we can enjoy the meal together at here

=)

after supper then back..

and its around 2am..

the 1st time we hang out until so late =/

i hope the person who hang out with me until so late back in the future

.. is you..

until our hair turn to white colour...

still hold each other tight ^^

maybe we still sweet like this ...

or we become very cool to each other.. =(

or maybe we have "tongak" and laugh at each other without teeth hehe

typing until here.. im laughing..

how about you ? ><

Remember what u had promised me yo..

MUST forever remember about all <3

________LOVELY NIGHT WE HAD ^^_______

another sweet day ..

aquarium day <3

venue: KLCC

date: 21-8-2015

we took lot of photos that day <3

but actually ..babe took lot of photos of me XD

really enjoy about that..

and this is my dream XD

i means we can collect lot of memories together 

and just for us..

not only that..

we wont be shy to each other..

like family ..and feeling comfortable to each other ^^

however.. the sad cases are my eyebrown .. pimples and my teeth =(

babe.. thx for everything ^^

i really love animals><

they are so adorable and special..

i hope that ... like we said that day..

next time we visit .. not only 2 person..

we will bring our children together ^^

 __________romantic screen__________

i hope that.. we will have many trips with each other in future..

and with our sweet smile ..

the most important is ..

we still loving each other ...

and damn sweet like now <3

thx babe..

ur every surprises..

im really care and remember them in my heart <3

FOREVER

and 20-8-2015

i wont forgot this day..

not only LEY..heheee

that day is a special day ..

and i really dunno about it..but u know it..

and u prepare a surprise for me ... 

although you are damn busy =(

thx alot my love..

and im tearing in the end =/

really touch about that babe..

thx babe.. our 2nd couple shirt ^^

(actually is 3rd XD)

and this draw.. heheeee

is cute.. 

THX FOR EVERYTHING MY LOVE..
i will open school and start my study life next week..
babe.. lets cheer together and fight for our future together^^
we can DO IT !!!!!
LOVE YOU FOREVER <3
1996+0209 MUAKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
HOPE THIS POST CAN SURPRISE TO YOU..
AND MOTIVATE YOU ^^

_________________PANDA YAN

Party night

So happy with Dada and all friends^.^ Yesterday, PARTY NIGHT<3 and is the first time Dada come for steamboat=) is really great that Dada is here with me, so excited^.^ Hope U and me can together have a party with them in our house=) Don worry about Dada, is fine, as long as you and friends happy then enough, and the most important is we are together, love each other forever<3
Love You Forever Dada<3

Family Love

Dada so cute<3<3<3

           First time movie with family together with Dada=) Is so excited and happy can do everything with Dada=) Actually, really happy that Dada and my family are talk-able, look like a Lovely family<3 And I told you before, maybe they ask me to married their daughter ( you ), heheXD I really getting more in LOVE with Dada, really want all of her, really want she to be my wife, accompany me in our future. Our love are unstoppable Dada, trust me, we are forever ok? Just forget the past, we look forward and don give up to each other^.^ Just want you happy everyday=) Love you forever Dada<3

Home Day

   Today we watch one and a half movie hehe XD Dada did not go to the appointment but with me the whole day^.^ And it is the first time Dada and I eat pizza together n my house=) Haha Dada another first time gave me leXD With Dada the whole day, really felt that we are family, I mean like we already married and having rest in our own home on SundayXD Really feel a lot of love from Dada^.^ And please promise me, dont learn the movie, and I promise you, you wont have chance to do it. I will try hard, do hard for you, just forever with me<3

Love You Forever<3

Last day work

A bit disappointed and sad that did not take photo with Dada TT But Dada also no mood, cause damn angry =( Is fine Dada, I am here with you, I will be your angel, be your clown, pls be happy everyday=) However, is a happy work in these day, cause with Dada, like the post I send to you before, 去哪里不重要，重要是跟谁去^.^ I do not care about anything jut want be with you,I love you Dada<3

Love You Forever<3 

First time in Tsun Jin

  Today 60th years old Tsun Jin High School. With this celebration, we go for the night event^^ Of cause before that, is me and Dada sweet memory, go to her house play with her and Boyz, eat together with her grandpa, pavilion and Coco. What a sweet memory with you Dada^.^ Really happy with you. And at night, is our first time together see the concert^^ and with all the brothers, laugh together, warm together and take photo together=) Do Dada feel happy? And today all sweet word, do Dada love them? But really, all are true=) Really you are the one I love forever Dada. Believe me, we will have a happy family, happy life forever<3

Love You Forever<3

5th month hapiness

#throwback photo XD

our 5th month =)

150days =)

yayaaaa look just few of days..

but our love so deep..

and i hope it is FOREVER... and not 三分钟热度XD

we said "let prove our love together"

im so excited for today and told my dad about today is our dayXD

and my dad just said "5 months? 5 years come and tell him again"

hahaaa then i said 5 years maybe we will get marry heheeee

i cant wait for that day ..

not marry.. i means our 5th year <3

how our relationship will be?

still sweet as now?

or cool cool le? =(

anywhere.. i know you will not leave me alone ..

hope after 5years.. 10 years.. 50 years....

you still with me ...

i love you NANA..

my babe..

5th month happiness =)

#our 1st month photo ><

babe.. surprise?

im doing this while you are napping =) my piggy <3

hope you love all i gave you just now ..

lunch.. hug and so on =)

1996+0209 .. i love you <3

________________by panda

work together

     Yesterday, the first day we work together=) really happy and got high to with my Dada<3 However, I really scare actually, I scared you are tired, I scared if they have people bully you, I scared you will become more stressful. It is hard to say my feeling but, I just want to know, I really care about you. And of cause, there must have happiness too, work with Dada^.^ Really seem like it is our shop, hahaXD We take care together, hard working together, help each other, really feeling much of love<3 Is fine dar, I will always with you, no matter what=) You are mine forever<3
Love You Forever<3

Relax

Today is our relax day. We try to relax ourselves, try to enjoy and try not to think about tomorrow-------work. However, really happy with you Dada^.^ Although is tired, we had relaxed very well and both of us have much power now, right?XD I feel proud to have you, really, you are my only one I love so deep, so much. Trust me, we will forever together, forever and forever, endless love. I swear I am here always with you, you wont have any chance to try on another man, because you are mine, forever<3
Love You Forever<3

Patient

     Today Dada first day work as a promoter. Is sad to hear that she is the only people to take care this shop. I really scared because you said that there are a lot of Malay people at there, and just you in the shop=( Really hope to go there to be with you TT You are too damn tired today, haiz, really wish I wont make you be like this in the future when we get married. Just hope you are doing what you want to do and feel happy with me everyday=) Please be patient dar, we are soon to get together^.^
Love you forever<3

FIRST ..my love

This blog create by me,, when im junior..

however.. i had deleted all memories posts which i posted before..

and now it is our memory blog <3

our love story blog ..

our love diary ^^

_______________________________________

yayayaaaa... look so sweet ..XD

but the sad case is .. my home has no WIFI..

so i cant update it everyday =(

and its so surprise is nana ..............

nana update everyday... 

is really touch ..and so much love of it..

(Nana these few days so busy on his assignments& exam)

and this is my 1st post  ..

i hope this post ..

can giv him as a surprise ..^^

 i love this guy..

he take care me always ..

and its feel so warm for me ...

im sry babe.. make u angry sometime..

heheee >< i love you muak muak muak 

1996+0209 ^^

this babe.. had changed a lot ..

bcaz of our future?

seriously.. i cant imagine of this before..

i means .. out of expected.. that babe can becum hardworking ..

on his study .. and everything..

its good .. i love you ..

you said .. you will giv me a good life in future..

and what i always reply you ?

babe.. thank you .. i love you ..

i wont care how our life in future..

i only care ur heart is still wth me ^^

and .... we can fight for it together ..

but not only you =)

i love you ..

i will always with you ..

hahaaaa see this sleepy babe XD

i know u are so tired.. so sleepy..

 but u just act nothing 

and accompany me without complaint heheee=)

i love you ..

1996 muak muak muak ><

he always bring me eat many food i love (yum yum^^)

i know he save money for our dating..

babe.. save then save.. dun always eat bread

(only home and you are lazy to find food haha)

1996.. babe.. we save together for our future^^

i always with you =)

you are not alone <3

he always make me feel happy ..happiness.. lovely ++

and i always like a crazy woman ..

laugh everyday.. feel so so so happy every moment with you =)

i love you ^^

he bring me to sport ..

and always take care of me ..

he want me healthy..

babe.. i will take care... i promised =)

and thank you ..

really love you so much ..

and feeling thankful to have this kind of boyfriend like you 

1996+0209 =)

yayaaa.. our memories are so much ..

our memories all more until we cant really recall them in 1 post..

and our memories still counting on..

i love you ..

cant wait for that day we get marry together ..

hope we will forever..

as you said it .. ENDLESS LOVE ..

1996+0209 =)

i love you my babe..

my penguin..

my piggy..

my Nana..

my FUTURE HUSBAND <3

______MY LOVE______

________by Panda